10 tahun dulu

Masa tuh umor 15 belas tahun. Masih sekolah dalam tingkatan 3. Masih muda remaja. Baru jek nak mengenal dunia.

My friend asked me," Ko rase ape yang ko buat 10 tahun akan datang?". "Hmmmm....mmmmmm.... (berpikir panjang). 10 tahun akan datang? skang umor 15. 10 tahun akan datang umor dah 25. WOH!!! Tua gile dowh!! Hmmmm... aku rase masa tuh aku dah kawin kot. Ye la umor dah banyak kan. Dah kerje, dah ada umah, ada kete and paling penting husband and baby yang chomel. hehehe... Tapi macam lambat lagi jek kan. 10 tahun lame lgi tuh. Xleh imagine cmner aku 10 tahun lagi. Macam berzaman lagi jek."

Owwhhhh boy, how I was so wrong. 10 years fly just like that. And now I've passed the age 25, I'm going to be 26 this coming August. Did I checked any of my angan-angan? nope... nothing. Uh...I already bought a car, so checked that. else, langsung xde. hahahaha... I am laughing at the me 10 years ago. Besar sunggoh angan-angan itu.

Tapi 10 tahun dulu, itu semua doesn't seems too impossible. Looking at it now, hhahahaha... I just say, watever happens, happens. Like my Daddy loooves to say, it's alllllllll written. Watever you do, say and anything at all was already planned. So accept it with an open heart. There's always a reason behind everything, right?


Who would've thought that I am what I am right now? That I am actually alone in my living room writing this. That I just cooked ayam rendang untok makan sahur (10 years ago, I only how to cook megi!). That I actually know how to cook stuff. Woh!... That I am continuing my study. Never in a million years that ever did I thought I can actually get a scholarship. And even bought a car with that money. hahahaha....

We dream about a lot of things. I wanted to be doctor. I wanted to study overseas. I wanted to have an income of 20k pm. I wanted a lot of things. But I'm so glad I didn't get what I wanted. To study to be a doctor is hell. And I know me. First sem jek mesti kantoi la. hahaha... UK was not as nice as people say. I've been there. In Autumn. It's freaking Autumn, and I can't stand the cold! Imagine winter. I couldn't sleep. My nose feels like it's coming off my face. I'm so thankful I didn't go anywhere, but just staying in Malaysia. Saya sayang kepanasan Malaysia. Lepas balik jek dari UK hari tuh, I sun bathed. Rindu sangat rase panas. huh...

About wanting salary of 20k pm, huh, that is just ridiculous! what do you want to do with that lot of money? spend it? spend for what? What cost that much of money? Now, having my own gaji, I do realise we don't need a lot of money to live. Enough is just enough. We only live once, why bother spending 40 years of your living life, to collect that much of money and then die? might as well enjoy it while you still can. You work your butt off, to pay for a house that you only use to sleep (well, you are working 9-5. Pergi keje kol 7 pagi baik lak kol 8 malam). 25 years of mortgage, and you finish paying, you die. hhhaha... So chill. Relax and enjoy every single breath you take.


What I'm trying to say is, Life is just unexpected. 10 years. 10 years is along time. Lots have happened. Some are just unthinkable. My mom esp. huhuhuhuhu.... Who would've thought?? tapi bila masa nye dah tiba, ia tiba. Tidak sesaat cepat, tidak sesaat lambat. Kene lah terima seadanya, kan.

Kenapa saya tulis nih semua. Sebab perasan mostly young couples kat sini, semua nya kol 6 pagi dah xde kat rumah dah. Dah start pergi keje. Kol 10 diorg balik. Makan tapau dari kedai luar. Mesti dah ini rutin diorang hari2 kan. Saya xnak jadi cmnih. Saya nak luang masa untuk famili. Saya nak masak untuk mereka. Saya nak jadi macam mak saya. Yang sentiasa ada masa untok famili. Saya xnak anak2 saya jumpa saya hanya pada hujung minggu.


but yet again, kita cuma merancang....







(Dah beli bahan2 nak buat rendang, balik rumah then realise I don't have any blender! hahahaha.... balik rumah bapak jap semata2 untok guna blender.)

I am naive

"You're only sixteen, you only see the good in people. You live a few more years, than you started to see the bad in them"
-GLEE-

I grew up believing that everyone is nice. That everyone have the very purest intention in their heart. Yes, I was very naive. It took loooooong time for me realise, that my perfect world that I imagine was no where near the reality. Yes, only now I realise that I was wrong. Dead wrong.
I am not talking about what happened before (last posting) but I'm talking in general. Everything and everyone.

I am a very soft hearted person. My friends call me pudding because they say I am too soft. I don't get angry that much. Seriously. If I did, that watever things/person that got me mad, must have done something so bad. It's just me. I don't like to go crazy and scold people. I can't do that.

But now, I guess like the script from Glee said, the more you live, the more you see the bad in people. And that is true. With time, you know more people, you meet person with attitude that you never even though would exist in a person.

At first, I never realise this. Like they say, you only see the good in people. And that is what I only saw; The good. The bad things, I myself gave reason and excuses why they do this to me. Up until I ran out of excuses for them. Then only I realise what this person was actually doing to me. Taking advantages of me. Of me being so naive in believing people to be good. I learn my lesson hard. It's very hard when you learn the betrayal of a person, after you put such trust in them.

So, what am I know? What do I believe know?

Honestly saying, I hate myself for being like this. I wish I could just stay on believing that everyone is nice. I hate that I have to hate some certain people. I hate that I can't be like we used to be. I hate that I know this person was no good for me. I hate that I have no more respect towards them. I hate that I can't see them the way I used to see them. I just hate that feeling. I wish I could just be me, who use to only believes in people's goodness. I wish I could just stay being naive and just treat everyone as nice as I can without judging them or me being judged. But that is not this world's reality. The reality is not how I imagine.

They are people who just are plain nuts. I don't know what are their life purpose. Is it simply to annoy me? Simply there just to use me sampai aku kekeringan jadi hampas? Are they looking for naive people like me to prey? Were they looking around to find people like me? Was it when they introduce themselves and asked for ours, that their real question was actually, How can I use this person?

Ntah lah. But I thank them from the deepest of my heart. If it not for these few people that I have encountered thru out my life, I would still be naive and a pudding. You wouldn't want that , do you?? hoho...

Life to me have been great. Experiences definately have though me a lot. I think I am not as pudding as I am before. I think I have thoughen up a little bit. Well, atleast I think so....

Atleast for now.....

UM, Gerard Butler, Banjir

I was on the road and a lorry honk me from the side. woho..Only then I realised that I was holding both my phones using both hands and at the same time holding my car sterring! hahahaha...nasib baik bukan pak polisi..

I have two phones. One with Celcom line and another with Maxis. Most family member uses Celcom and most my friends uses Maxis. It is too expensived to use Celcom to call Maxis. That's why I have both line. Celcom is for 'urusan rasmi', Maxis is for 'berpoya-poya'..hahaha.. I got free internet on Maxis, so that is cool! yeh...don't ask me how.. I don't know. All I know it's free..

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I'm broke! My 'gaji' have been pending for the last 2 months. I though its was because of this 'system gile' in UM, so I though I'll wait.. but! 2 bulan tanpa gaji, mane bulih tahan dowh.. So I'm not waiting anymore.

Marched down to Bendahari to ask about my 'gaji'. Took a number and wait..and wait.. 10 minutes later, my number was up. I then explained to kakak kaunter about my problem. She asked, "ada nombor gaji x?" I said "ada, tapi saya x ingat la" "Ok xpe la. Saya cek guna name kamu"

And I wait..and wait..and wait.. 15 minutes later, kakak kaunter muncol.

"Adik, nama adik xdelah. Kami xde terima surat arahan bayaran pon. Mungkin HR x bagi surat lagi pada kami. Baik Adik pergi tanye HR. Kami xtau la. Memang xde rekod pon.Cuba lah tanya HR, nanti-nanti datang la sini or just call pn. Azizah."

(nanti-nanti?? Xde Kak. 5 minit lagi saya datang balik. Dah dua bulan gaji xdapat nih? Kang saya makan pasir kang! sape nak tanggung??. HR bukannye jauh sangat, sampai nak suruh saya datang dua tiga hari lagi. Saya tau la orang HR tuh garang, ingat saya x berani ke nak pegi tanye?? Tunggu Kak! Saya pi naik atas jap, tanye HR!!!Dah la tunggu lame gile! Haih!!!) Dialog dalam hati jek..

"xpe lah kak. Jap lagi saya datang balik." dialog betol..

So, I walked upstairs to censelery and went to HR. Yer, orang HR memang garang. So bile masok, saya senyum, bagi salam dan puji kakak tuh dia cantik...hahaha...(lebih2 lah!! xde la puji dia cntik, setakat bagi salam n senyum yang super fake jer!)

HR said they have sent the letter on 3rd May! receive and stamped by a 'Cik Suhana'. HR asked me to go find this 'Cik Suhana' and yelled "Where is my damn letter!!". No kidding..hahaha..

So I went back to Bendahari and told kakak kaunter letter have been sent. ("and now you go find the damn letter!!")

She found my letter somewhere hidden(in the dustbin, I reckon). She's is a bit old, this Puan Azizah, about the same age as my mother. Kesian pulak tengok dia serba salah sebab dia tertinggal surat saya. Nak marah pon xjadi lak. xpelah. Another week wouldn't make any different mehh... I can wait...

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I got a chance to catch a movie with Wani, in the afternoon. Imagine! I haven't seen any movie at all in 2010. So this is big. Finally,a movie!! I wanted to watch Robin Hood, but the movie was at 3.15 pm. So, we watch 'Bounty hunter'.

People, if you love your money, (and in my case, 2 month without gaji!) don't go see 'bounty hunter'. Yes, there is Gerard Butler. But he is not HOT in this movie. Seriously NOT WORTH watching! Dah la xpenah tengok movie lagi sepanjang 2010. Patuhj tengok lak citer macam hampeh! BOOOOOOOO...

'Bounty hunter' is not funny, lame jokes, super slow story and soooo predictable!!

Baik tengok citer 'The Ugly Truth'. This is so recommended! hahahaha....There's dirty jokes and they are SOOO DAMN FUNNY!!! I can only watch this with girlfriends. To me, it's a bit odd to share dirty jokes with kawan lelaki..xseswai...
So I recommended this, go get this CD and watch it!! FUNNY!! So funny, but you have to understand the jokes. There are times where only me and a few of the other viewers were laughing. It's either they don't understand the jokes or they are too 'malu' too laugh. But it's damn funny!

Gerard Butler in this movie is SOO HOT!! Superb! ngahaha..

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Petang pulak, dah start hujan. Lebat gile! When arrived near SS16 PJ, the road was flooded. But still, I drive my car bacause everyone was going thru too..BUT, suddenly, the battery signal when ON! OH SHOOT!! What the hell is that suppose to mean?? Batteri xdok? or my car was about to go kapoot? waaaaa...wahai kereta, sila lah jangan mampos ditengah2 hujan!

Nasib baik, x jadi apa2...fuuuhhhhhhhh...lega!

And as ussual jam here and there.. This is not so bad after all...hahaha...just making a posting for this lame blog...hehhe..sape soh ko bace?

This is indeed a serious business.

Hoh..cukop sudah 31 posting dalam bulan May ini. Berjaya sudah target yang ingin dituju.. yeh yeh..

I wanted to write at least one entry every day, which the total amount is 31..but it is not yet the 31st May, but the entry is now already 31..hehehe...maknenye kalau ade lagi posting untok esok atau luse and the day after, maka target saya terlebih sudah..

And so in June, I might be (read: most probably!) lazy as I were before. hehehe...

So stop asking for new posting everyday.

Nini, I know you get your daily doses of laughter from my blog..but that's about to end..hahaha..

Since this blog seems so funny to you, I am thinking of changing the blog content . Maybe to something more serious..more intellectual..more for us to discuss..So what is serious? Something worth opening this blog for your reading?

Okay politics it is! Hahahaha... Who am I kidding? politics? What politics? Malaysia's politics??

hahahaha..

That is still jokes, man! Malaysia politics are jokes..seriously right? Go read newspapers and you will definately laugh your heart out..haiya..

So politics are jokes. Then what is serious bisness man? Yeh.. Cerita gossip artis Malaysia. Gossip? What's so serious about gossips?

Ehhh...korang jangan nak mempersendakan artis Malaysia. Korang tau ke macam mane kehidupan diorg. Susah tau. Kehidupan artis adalah serius bisnes indeed. Semua mende yang diorang buat, semua orang nak tau. Hari nih tido ngan lelaki mana, esok pergi clubbing kat mane. Lusa pulak nak pergi tayang badan kat mane pulak. Laki orang mana lagi yang dia x pergi dating lagi. Rumah tangga sapa lagi yang dia x kacau ek..Pening wooo pikirkan mende2 nih. lagi pon, peminat semua tengah sibok tunggu gosip2 nih..

Yelah..Kalau dorg nyanyi sedap gile sekalipon, kalau vokal dorg macam Whitney Houstan, Kalau dorg menang Grammy pon..ada diorg kisah.. Xdenye..yang diorng nak amik tau sangat, pasal skandal lah, pasal ke 'bimbo' an mereka la, dengan sape diorg spend malam tadi, Yang dipelok cium, berlaga pipi tuh sape...semua lah..yang baik2 xdok nye nak amik kisah sangat...Mende baik adalah Isu yang xcukop serious..isu yang x memberi manfaat..Isu yang x memberi faedah..

Lebih baik bergosip..Gossips sells papers...See? Nampak x bagaimana gosip memberi kesan pada ekonomi..bukan sahaja artis popular, surat khabar pon kaya. Rakyat Malaysia pon mula menanam minat membaca. Malah berpengetahuan luas. Sampaikan budak umor 3 tahun pon boleh tanya pada Mak Bapak diorg.."Laaa.. ni lah kan yang rampas suami 'A' kan..Nape diorang dah baik balik ke? Hish..Xde keje la..Yang 'A' pon, kenapa la terima balik 'B'??" geleng2 kepala.

Budak pon dah tambah pengetahuan kan. Sekarang nih pon, semua dah tau 'key' vokal. pengetahuan pasal Akademi Fantasia tuh, huh...hujung jari je.. Betapa hebatnya rakyat Malaysia sekarang nih. *Bangga2*

Bukan sahaja dapat kembang kan fikiran dan tambah pengetahuan, malah dapat buat forum dan bincang pasal artis2 nih. Mereka nih isu yang hebat. Isu yang patut didebatkan. Sudah tiba masanya kita tukar semua topik debat, dan mula berbincang dengan lebih meluas mengenai artis..yehhh... Isu2 adalah standard atau dengan kata lain nya, semua artis terlibat dengan perkara2 nih..kalau tak buat, maka bukan lah artis.

Mana lagi korang nak dapat gambar2 orang pegi clubbing, pakai baju seksi, tapi dalam tv macam malaikat. Ade ke kat tempat lain? Jadi mende2 nih lah yang patut dijadikan bahan debatan sebenarnya. Daripada asyik berdebat pasal 'kebaikan dan keburukan merokok' macam kat sekolah2 dulu...kannn..

So, if I start talking about artis, about their scandal and sandals (haha), it would a too serious blog, right? I need something lighter than Artis Malaysia as a topic...

Huh...WTH..just stick with talking about me mehhh...

hahahaha..

(I'm so full of myself.. People, just bare with it please!!)

Provocation is a way of communication

Don't you agree? At some certain point, people do use provocation as a way of communication. We protest, we provoke, we disagree to get others to notice. And here's my story…

I don't remember for what, either it's some test or interview, but I remember that we are having a discussion. There was me and five other girls, if I wasn't mistaken. We were supposed to discuss and give points about a topic. Topic was something about whether image is important than personality. And does image reflect the person himself. Lebih kurang lah…

At first, we all agree to agree.. Image is important and personality can come second. And what you look outside is what we were inside. And the assessment begins..

We are supposed to elaborate our points with some proof. So we begin..and when I say we…I mean them…these girls doesn't give me any chance at all to say my point. Bukak mulot jek…erkk… I was interrupted. Damn! I know I have to do something. If not, I'll will get zero marks. So…

I suddenly interrupted these people and said…I disagree!! Hahahahahaha…

Tetibe semua senyap..dalam hati agaknye semua berkata " WTH budak nih?! Tadi cakap semua agree..patuh ttbe disagree lak…gilo ke??!" Nak xnak saya terpakse disagree.

Yes. This will get their attention. Finally they all give all the attention to me. Everyone was eager to listen to my argument…hahahahaha…. Terpakse la came out with something totally new and so impromptu…ngahaha..padan muka korang! Tapi padan muke aku gak…what's is my argument??

And what did I come out with? Ugly Betty! Hahahaha…nasib ko lah…as long as I can speak up a little bit..hehehe…

Why did I came out with this story? Well, you remember my previous posting.. about my cousin who came for an interview?..well, he got called for second interview. And in this second round. They were supposed to a. do a presentation, b. role play, and c. do a discussion with 8 people.

He said.."uh uh..no way I'm passing this time…susah gile! I barely spoke anything man!…they were like popcorns!! Hahaha…" Well, according to him, others were talking non-stop giving only chances for him to say "I agree" Well, you should've done what I did…hehe..

Sometimes we need to go 180° just to get some people attentions..saje annoyed this people…just getting on their nerve..just to tick them off a little bit..hehehe…saje mengacau..just to get that certain someone their attention..hoho..xsalah kan…I only mean well..peace bebeh!!

Anyway Ayin..good luck if your chosen till next interview and next interview and… ..wuhuuu… Have fun!

lantak korang la!!

I just don't give a damn if you want to take everything that wasn't rightfully yours...don't give a s*&#...

Your ignorance to others only proves that you...no...not just you but All of you...are full of s*^#...

I wouldn't even dare to even ask nor to even speak about it...and now, you are saying it's yours...

Hello!! the owner is still alive and kicking!!

Lantak korang la...Ape korang ingat duit tuh bolih bawak mati ke??

and if this is the way you treat your elderly...hmmm...no wonder your mother live her life that way...

hmmm...

Nuff said...But before I end this..I just wanted to say...

Take!! take everything you want...claim everything that you think is yours... Even it is not yours, Ambik je lah!!

As long as you don't bother me and my families' life...I wouldn't give a damn! As long as I live with a roof on my head..I'm cool..

(seriouly??...Do you really need that much of money to be happy??? to live? I wonder how much money you have in you bank acc.? You got one hell of a job...and you said ur mother got no 'harta'!!!?? Damn! You are her 'harta', bodoh!!)

I hate to celebrate beday..

ulfah ada Beday party invitation kat Mamak...uh..naper kat Mamak?? xtau la...budak2 zaman sekarang nih...macam2...

Talking about birthday...I HATE BESDAY CELEBRATION!!!

weird ke?? hahahaha...

Since dari kecik saya xpernah buat beday party..mmg xde gambar saye tengah tiup lilin...atau potong kek...lain dari kakak ngan adik pompuan saya...mereka sambut beday tiap2 tahun!
Kakak sanggup masak sendiri sebab nak ajak orang datang untuk buat beday party...hahaha...

Having friends like mine..membuatkan ketidaksukaan saya untuk sambut beday lagi bertambah-tambah...hahaha...My birthday is their excuse to prank me and I can't be mad about it!! S*^t!!

lagi dasyat yang suke buat Beday suprise...Aiyarkkk...I also hate suprises...(banyak betol mnde aku x suke??!!)

On the morning of 6 August 1998...mase nih saya Form 2...sekolah petang...
A call made by my best friend...

Apida: Afirah, jom g umah Amir...Ade discussion la...jom la.
Me: uhhh...xnak la...nota Geografi xsiap lagi la...tengah buat nih..
Apida: jom la...kite kene gak wat discussion nih...
Me: Xleh la..homework xsiap nih..

Pujuk memujuk berjalan selama 5 minit...Akhirnya Apida gave up..haha...saya memang degil!!

Apida: Hish ko nih!! Xleh! Ko kene pegi jugak...Kalau x ramai yang keciwa nnti..
Me: uh nape lak??
Apida: Hish! ko nih memang degil betol. Terpaksa jugak aku bgtau... Ktorg buat suprise beday untok ko la...dah2..Pi siap2...jap lagi aku smpi umah ko!
Me: uh..beday suprise ke?? alaaaaaaa...ye la2..nak pi siap la nih...Abih nota geog nih cmno beb?? kang kene marah la...
Apida: sape soh xbuat semalam...hahaha...

Maka Apida datang umah naik motor...amik saya...(14 and riding a bike??!!hish!) sempat lagi Apida pesan kat saya, " ko jangan bgtau orang lain ko dh tau. Sile buat2 terkejut yang amat!"

hahahahaha...

Sampai jek umah Amir...rumah senyap jek...ttbe semua keluar..."SUPRISE!!!" Muka saya terkejut yang amat...hahaha...berlakon...buat2 muke terharu...(ekcelli diorg sampai skang xtau yang saya dh tau..hoho..)

I got an MU poster...hehehe...thanks a lot...rasenya ade lagi sampai skang...wpon poster tuh 1997/98...hoho..
Kelakar sangat party nih..sebab Amir yang masak...I don't remember wether we have a beday cake or not..but I do remember ade sandwich sardine..yang ade cili padi yang xpotong...sebijik2 dia letak dlm sandwich...mak aih...pedas gile!!

Bile masok Teknik lak, mereka kidnap cermin mata saya sepanjang hari! hahaha...bile masok kelas..bile cikgu soh bace notes kat papan hitam, saya cakap " Cikgu. Saya xleh baca hari nih. Spek saya kene kidnap. Hari nih beday saya"

Cikgu agaknye dah biase ngan perangai student yg xbetol...cume senyum n soh saya dudok...
Owwwhhhhh...this is waaayyy better dari kene simbah ngan air nescafe+milo+horlick+ntahape patuh kene baling ngan tepung gandum... Kawan2 teknik bagus...sebab diorg tau saya akan mengamuk gile, kalu diorg buat cmtuh kat saya...hehehehe....

Masuk matriks lak...I was kinda incharge of my freinds beday celebration...and every time, it's a suprise...sajek...wat gempak kan...I'm the one who suppose to buy cakes and mende lain...kinda weird right...I'm the one who's incharge yet I hate to celebrate my own beday...ehehe...

So when it comes to my beday...knowing that I'll know that they are probably making a suprise beday for me...thay celebrated it A MONTH before the actual date....CIS!!

hahahah...but it was fun though...Thanks a lot...

And the last suprise beday was from my Uni fren...yang nih memang saya bengang sangat!!! hahahahahahahahaha.....(bengang sangat lah)..This was last year..

It was about a week before my besday...I seresly don't have any idea at all they were going to celebrate my beday on my own party...

You see, Mase tuh saya buat makan2 kat umah... saje...buat steambot...me cooking...for about.8 people..


Janji kol 8.30...dah kol 9 x smpai2 lagi...ade 3 orang jek..yang lain semua x sampai lagi..When I called, they said OTW..ok..I'll wait..and then another call, xleh datang. Ade meeting...wahhhhhh...saya sunggoh hangin!! penat jek masak...dah la xde orang....datang lambat lak...

I was quite mad...really pissed off...sampai hati xdatang...diorg jugak yang soh buat steambot nih...patuh xdatang lak...

Then I said...xpe lah...mane yang ade nih...korang start makan je lah...Tengah2 hangin ngan lapar yang amat nih...ttbe jek...

"hepi beday to you" berkumandang dr luar rumah!!!


ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH.......

benci korang sangat-sangat...dah rase macam nak nangis dah...sampai hati korang!!!
dan sangat lah xaci...it was my beday party...and I cook??cit!! benci korang!!

Sepanjang diorg nyanyi lagu beday tuh la saya plak sebok membebel " XNAK...XNAK...XNAK!!!!!!!!!!!!"

seresly XNAK...

hahaha...but anyway thanks bebanyak...sayang korang sangat2...

but I hope you learn you're kesson....I HATE BEDAY CELEBRATION..lagi2 SUPRISE...ok???

I don't know why I don't like celebrating my birthday...mmmmm...ntah lah...tapi memang xsuke...

It's enough for me that you wish me (and probably gift a present..That's BIG bonus)...but seresly...There's no need to celebrate...seresly...no need..

hahaha...I'm mad ain't I??

anyway, Nak share what I cooked and ate for lunch today...Kakak sile dengki!!

ayam goreng...
ayam nih xhangus...tapi memang kaler dia cmnih!!
hahaha....

tauhu masak cili...
cili yang xpedas langsung..huhu...

sayur labu lemak kuning ngan sayur pucuk ubi ngan syur pucuk manis..
Pucuk2 nih semua amik dari laman umah jek...
labu beli kat kedai lah...
kalau labu pon tanam sendiri..xtau la...
(out of words...speechless dowhh...)

nilah semua hidangan nye...
owwhhh...dalam mangkuk kecik tuh cencalok...
yer...kami makan budu, cencalok, ikan pekasam (my feveret) dan yang sekaum dengannye!!

Sekali lagi pesanan dari yours truly...No besday celebration plis!!!
nak bagi hadian xpe...sangat dialu-alukan..ngehehe..

Fridays...

When weekends comes, I usually find it hard to update my blog..No topic that I can think of..huhuhu...maybe that I am home more on weekends that my brain don't think so much...mungkin..

Hari ini hari jumaat. Rutin saya selalu kalau hari jumaat, kalau berkesempatan lah, I'll go to Tesco with Daddy and Ulfah. Shopping untok barang-barang. Kadang-kadang xsempat pon.. but Daddy will go with Ulfah jek..

but one thing for sure that I will do every friday is...

After picking up Ulfah from her tution centre at 10.30 pm, kami akan lepak kat kedai mamak. Just for a cup of teh tarik. and just to talk. and just to gelak-gelak. just the two of us. You can find us in Original Kayu. mamak paling sedap kat KD..

My life might sound boring to you. Yes it revolve around my family a lot..and esp Ulfah..well, what to do mehh..they are the only people I got...
Well, shopping, cooking, Ulfah, Daddy...that is my life..for now it is..I'm not complaining..just sharing...to some people, I sounded like I don't have a life..right..esp to my frens..

Sorry that I can't spend more time with you all. right now my responsibilty is my family. esp my little sister lah..yes, she's 17. but...ntah la...cakap pon korg xkan paham...

At least until she went somewhere probably matriculation ke..until I'm sure she can stand on her own 2 feet...kan..then, I can say that I can start concentrating on myself...my future plans..hehehe...(mencari calon adalah salah satu darinye...hehehe...)
(*blush*)

okay...off topic...back to mamak..

saya suke lepak kat mamak...sebab : Malaysia ade kat situ..

semua bangsa ada.....hehehe..semua orang ada kat mamak... orang putih pon ade...even Arabs..

suke tengok diorang makan...nape makanan mamak semua orang bulih terime ek? padahal kari diorang quite spicy kan...even I find it pedas...paling suka tengok Chinese makan nasi kandar

lepas tuh mamak nih...ape pon ade...xcaye try mintak 100 plus suam...ade!!! hahahaha...

yang datang satu pon kampung pon selalu gak...ramai gile...dari atuk nenek pakcik makcik semua ade...best kan kuar ramai2 cmnih...lepak..( I miss lepak mcm nih ramai2 with family...how life have change eh..)
ade jugak yang datang dr keje kot...makan punye lah banyak...sampai tinggi gile nasi kandar diorg...hahaha...

melalut..uhuhu..

I don't know..I guess I just like being around many people in mamak...make me feel like I'm part of these people...hahaha...


Reading this entry..I realise I am not talking about mamak. But I guess I miss my usual life when my mom was still here. hmmm...



Nak tido.Bye. (T_T). I'm disturbed.

Makcik MPP

Orang Melayu memang terkenal dengan sifat sopan santun.. sifat menghormati orang dan jage hati. well, itu la orang melayu..sekarang nih mungkin nilai2 murni tuh dah kurang sikit. tapi rase nye melayu memang xleh lari dari sifat2 nih. Dan sebab suke sopan santun, suka jaga hati orang lain muncol la sifat malu-malu. malu lah, macam xde nak straight forward sangat. xde nye nak bgtau perkara sebenar. sebab tuh ade banyak bahasa-bahasa yang bunga-bunga.

contohnye, kalau kite pegi rumah orang putih, itu mat saleh lah...dia mesti akan tanye "Would you like some coffee?"

Jawapan yang di expect kan bagi mereka hanya lah yes or no. samada kita nak minum atau tidak. itu jek.

tapi kalau orang Melayu....

dah lah tengah panas terik. Haus gile nih. kalu dapat air memang la sangat nikmat..
atau..
time tuh dah lah baru lepas drive 6 jam. xsempat lak nak benti makan. lapar sangat. lapar tahap gaban dh nih.. perot tuh memang dah berkeroncong gile lah...

tapi jawapan standard orang Melayu "eh, takpe lah. jangan susah-susah. saya tak haus/lapar. xpe2.."

tapi dalam hati sape je lah yang tau..

tapi kita sebagai orang Melayu jugak tahu, memang sebenarnye tetamu tuh nak minum/makan. jadi walaupon dah dirayu2 xperlu, mereka akan still hidangkan makanan atau minuman. hehehe...

tapi kalau orang putih..kalu korang cakap xnak...sampai bile2 lah dia xkan buat makanan/minuman tuh..hahaha..

kenapa saya tertulis nih semua?? sebabnye adalah pertemuan saya dengan makcik paku pakis..

siapakah makcik paku pakis??


Dalam beberapa minggu nih, lama x makan lauk2 kampung...atau lauk2 tradisional...so teringin la sangat nak makan lauk tradisi..so dah plan nak buat kari ikan tenggiri ngan sayur lemak pucuk paku ngan ayam goreng (sbb ade yg xmkn ikan kat umah) ngan sambal belacan ngan ulam raja..

so pagi tadi pegilah pasar..(ok..tipu..pegi tengahari..hari bangun lewat!hahaha) dah dapat ikan tapi xdapat pucuk paku. so pegilah kedai depan plak.

keluar jek dari kete nampak pucuk paku pakis. dr jauh dh aim nak amik. ttbe terpegang paku pakis tuh dalam mase yang sama ngan sorng makcik. makcik yang x dikenali. jadi name mak cik itu makcik paku pakis (MPP).

MPP cakap "nak cari paku pakis jugak ke? Makcik pon nak juga nih, tapi nak sikit jek nih"

saya " aah. tapi layu la plak kan. saya pon nak sikit jek nih. camnih la makcik. saya amik separuh makcik amik separuh yek"

MPP " eh takpe. makcik nak sikit jek. ni bolih makan nih. rendam ngan air balik, nanti dia ok balik. xlayu dah"

saya "yeke makcik? saya pon sikit jek nih. xpe la separuh2"

MPP "hehe..amik je lah. amik semua pon xpe."

saya yang juga seorang melayu, tahu makcik nih mesti malu-malu. maka saya pon berkata "takpe makcik saya amik separuh je la.kang banyak lak tak habih" tapi sebenarnye nak lagi. huhuhu...

MPP "yelah. masak lemak sedap jugak nih"

saya " aah betol. saya nak masak lemak kuning lah nih. K la makcik.pergi dulu yek"

saya pon pergi depan sikit nak amik rebung lak untok tambahan sayur lemak paku pakis saya.

pusing belakang, saya nampak kelibat MPP tuh. dia amik semua paku pakis yang ade lagi.

alahai..saya rase bersalah lak. patut ke saya bagi balik paku pakis itu..uhuhu..rasenya macam kalau saya x amik paku pakis tuh mesti dia amik semua sekali, sebab dia ade cakap dia pon dok cari paku pakis xdpt2..ni baru ade..uhuhuhuhu....

tapi itu lah. budi bahasa seorang melayu. orang bangsa lain mungkin tidak seperti MPP itu. mungkin akan amik semua paku pakis tuh dan x bagi sikit pon pada saya. hehe..

trimas yer makcik..saya doakan makcik senang dan panjang umor. dapat jugak makan sayur paku pakis tuh.

dn ini lah lauk tengahari saya tadi..

ikan tenggiri masak kari ala mamak

sayur lemak kuning paku pakis ngan rebung.
ini actually dibuat oleh adik saye. saya cume melihat sahaje.
latihan..hehehe..practice makes perfect..

dan ayam goreng yang xamik gambar.hehe..

ulam raje lak xdok.uhuhu...kempunan..

dan tekak pula dibasuh dengan air kelapa paling sedap dalam dunia!!
yer, hanya dijual di Seksyen 6, Kota Damansara.

...chow...

one sad moment

well, Xla rajin sangat nak update nih tp I want to story satu citer..

I have an old friend..lame gak la kawan ngan dia nih...roomate la..
kami memang rapat mase kat Uni. kalu nak berpoya-poya time malam-malam, dia la mangsanya. lepak minum air, borak smpai pagi...hehehe...

bile kami habih degree, dia dapat sambung untuk jadi cikgu. sambung setahun kat UPSI. dimana saya masih lagi di takuk lame...tidak kemana tapi masih d Uni yang sama..huhu...

bile kene posting, dia dapat ke Johor, daerah mane kureng ingat. tahun pertama di sana, dia kenal ngan sorg cikgu yg juga divorcee. umor early 40's. baru jek bercerai with the wife.

they become close. sampai orang sekolah dah start bising2. mungkin jugak sebab tekanan dari orang sekeliling mereka akhirnye ambil keputusan untuk kawin jugak.

and I didn't get to know about this marriage only until a couple of month b4 the weddg. terkejut. sbb dia baru kenal cikgu nih. tp keputusan untuk kawin tidak bolih dihalang. sbb bile keputusan dh dibuat, hanya mereka jek yg punya hak mutlak terhadap keputusan itu. walaupun sy kurang bersetuju, I only wish them the very best.

sebab buat kenduri jauh sgt, maka tidaklah saya sampai disana.

she called during honeymoon period. telling she's at her happiest. good. harap sampai ke tua lah.

she said that being a wife wasn't so bad. she's is enjoying it. the rutin every morning. every day preparing the very best for the husband. never stop from her mouth saying syukur to Allah for the blessing she felt.

tapi, ape yang diharap kan kekal sampai ble2 musnah mcam tuh jek. tepat 100 hari usia perkahwinan mereka, dia diceraikan. sebab. x-wife wants him back..

there, that is the point where her life starts to fall apart. all that she trust was just gone just like that. all that she believe to be her happiness seems to be all lies. she crumble. she was stuck like that for a while. I feel her pain. I cry with her many2 times. It never ease the pain but there is nothing else I can do. the betrayal she felt was terrible.

she was dumped just like that. To make matter worse, the husband was in the same school. She have to face him everyday. imagine the torture.

dia ade mintak pindah sekolah. tapi macam biasalah. proses lambat. only a few month before the year ends, she manage to pindah sekolah lain.

this year, she started teaching in Bentong.

Girl. listen here.

Didn't matter if someone broke your heart like that. I know you are strong.

I look up at you for what you've gone thru. kalau kene dump ngan boyfriend, x sama rase sakit hati dengan ape yang kamu rase.

Kamu kuat, kamu tabah. walaupon masih berbunyi perasaan sedeh dalam suara kamu, saya tau kamu akan berjaya juga hadapi nya.

percaya lah, saya akan sentiasa menyokong kamu dari belakang.

Yang perit itulah yang memberikan kita kekuatan.

hari ini di dalam makmal

ni posting sambil wat kije lab nih...sambil centrifuge blood sample nih..sementara tggu centrifuge siap..hehehe...

pagi tadi konon nak datang awal ke Lab..konon nak tangkap Dr. Mahmood awal pagi..konon nak siap keje awal...hehehe...harapan..

bangun pon dh lambat...tepon Dr. mahmood x angkat2...mane ntah dia pegi selaloo pagi2 bute dh ade kt opis...abih sape nak draw my blood??

uh...tawakkal je la...pegi je la..kalu dia ade ade la..

dah la lewat..xsempat lak nak wat breakfast..so pi beli breakfast McD jek..

kalu wat keje lab kene mkn extra time breakfast..sbb xleh tggl eksperimen. so xleh g lunch..huhu..

lepas cam bese la jam pagi2...mase nih la untuk makan breakfast...bancuh2 kopi dalam kete..sbb nye jam lame...sempat la nak mkn semua...lagi la lambat sampai lab...

>>>wat keje jap
>>>sambung balik setelah tinggal laptop beberape jam..huhuhu...

skang dh kol 3.15 pm...sangat la lapa...

timer dh berbunyi>>> sambung wat keje balik..hahaha...

cenrifuge 10 minit...sambung membebel..

sampai Lab, Dr. Mahmood xde..kol pon xangkat2..mcmane nih?? ape mau buat..
xpe la kite tggu lagi...

nasib saya baik, call blk kol 10.30 dia angkat. maka pegi la floor atas and mintak tolong dia amik blood sendiri nih, kire2 10 ml untuk kegunaan eksperimen sendiri..wuhuuuu...

lambat la skit start kali nih...slaloonye kol 7 dh terpacak kat lab tuh..huhu...

maka start la keje eksperimen nih...

xkan nk tulih method eksperimen kat sini kot...muntah korg bace nnti...

nak tggu break 30 minit lak..mase incubate cells lagi...nak pi solat zohor lak...

>> sambung keje lgi...nak treat damage the cells lak...

waaaa....dah 4.30...kejo x siap lagi nih...xlarat dh nih...

tggl centifuge n prepare slide jek lagi....

dah la kebuloq tahap gaban dh nih...

dalam sebok wat keje nih...sempat la jugak turun naik lab nih 4 kali sebab nak kene alih kete...adoi..penat gile...
kalu hari2 macam nih, bisa kurus dong!!


>>> dah kol 5.30 dah...

siap jugak akhirnya...
sambung esok lagi..

mesti jam gile...nak tggu abih jem ke? nak redah je jem tuh?? haish...penat den..

k la dh kemas segala pekakas..mau pulang la...


bye!!


sehari bersama saya di makmal immunology. esok nak lagi?? hahaha...gile bosan kan..

(perasaan lapar pon dh hilang!!)

lagi menakutkanlah...

lame xjumpe member sorg nih..banyak ktorg borak and entah cmne end up talking about her feeling grumpy...hahaha...she said she feels like those Andartu yg xkawin2 lagi...miserable n grumpy sokmo...

she's only a year elder than I am..

waaaaa.......It freaks me out!! I don't wanna end up like those people...spinster...nooo...

I want to have someone that I can count on..that I talk to...to tell my problems..to guide me..

I'm scared that I'm being too confortable with my single life..that I end up alone...noooooo!!!

My say is always go with the flow...if it is meant to be that I'll meet sumone yg berkenankan saye di hati mereka, then I'll go along... and it have been like that. That's why I never ever have thought about any sort of plan to get married...ye la..what's the point of thinking about thing that isn't sure...right?? .. (other girls have everything from A-Z in their head since they were born...ok..terlebih sudah... :P) My say is not even to go to any kursus kahwin until I'm certain that I'm getting married!!

but...that flow is going on freefall soon!! hahaha..

They say when the time comes it will come and just don't think about it too much..

so..

That is definately what I will do...


come on people..don't scare me again with all this possibilty of being a spinster. I'll choked even thinking about it...


Mari la doa2 semoga cepat semua2 bertemu jodoh masing..hehehe...*blush*

sleepy and tired

I spoken way too quick. Baru jek rase nak post about me having a very very goodnight sleep. then.. i couldn't sleep well last night...*sigh*

Have been on the road since friday. Biler dah penat sangat, tidor memang best...yer..ianye cume bertahan dua malan sajek!!

Last weekend pergi Penang for a short vacation with the family. and as usual, I'm appointed as the unofficial driver...penat woh drive on highway lurus xde mende ituh!!
(lg best drive jalan kampung.blh nampak orang kampung)

And I'm a bit familiar with jalan in Penang, since I've been there a few times with some friends (for conferencse.not cuti2 bersukeria ok) so Daddy made me drive. And I did. for the first day only. hehehe. I hate driving in Penang. I think the lane is a bit sempit.huhu...

and I drove coming back to Kota Damansara. Boy, how tired I was! but I'm cool. All I need is good rest and sleep. (still, couldn't sleep well. body aching!) tapi xpe...harap2 malam2 esoknye, badan dh kurang penat, dan dapatlah tidor nyenyak..but...

suprise..shocking news!!

I was doing my work when I got a call from Daddy, saying one of my aunt passed away!

and straight we went back home and started packing to balik kampung!!

and it didn't went smoothly!! (sabar banyak nih...dugaaannnnn...)

I was stuck in UM parking for almost 45 minit. well, you see..there's no parking so we usually double/triple park our car and leave your phone no. on the dash board. You want to move your car, you call the car in front/next/back so you can get out. and my case is...the owner didn't pick up the phone!!! @##$!!!

from UM, pick up my sister in school.that also took a looong time!!

finish packing, before balik kampung, picking up my cousin in Rawang.

DAMN!! to get out of my house area (the super jammed Kota Damansara) took me about an hour!!!haiyooooo...

it was already 4 pm when we started our journey balik kampung!! and we arrived about 8.30 pm.

I was damn tired...just got back from Penang..and now I'm here in T'ganu...tp xpe la..hal2 kecemasan macam nih nak wat cmner kan...

and...

Pam air kat rumah rosak!! xde air...you see, kat kampung kami guna air bawah tanah..so kene guna pam. Bile pam rosak..xdok air la...adoi...dh la baru smpai kepenatan yg amat..nak basuh muke pon susah..xpe la..jumpe jek keluarga aunty.sepupu semua..mengucapkan takziah..bawak daddy pi kubur. Bagi penghormatan terakhir!! sebak sangat...sebab saya tau macamane rasenye kehilangan mak pada usia mude cam saye nih...(ok.sy tau sy tua)

Pi bandar, cari hotel. Mase tuh dah kol 11 malam. Badan memang dh gave up dah. Dah xde rase dh sel-sel badan nih semua. Semua dh keletihan. (burn duit bapak, bayar hotel.ngahahaha....) bukan salah saya yok...ingat nak dok rumah tumpangan burok jek..

Nasib baik hotel ade bagi supper. So xla jd satu keje lak nak pi cr makanan. Ingat nak tido terus jek..tp kene pakse mkn lak..haishhh...

and the next morning...straight balik KL..fuuuuhhhhhh...

So..I really need a good night sleep..badly needing one. and I got two!! hahaha...what a deal ek..two very beutiful night...and that's it...hishhh...
I need more good sleep. Dua malam jek x cukop. Still tired!!

camne nak bagi tido yang best. yang bile kita bangun rase refresh sangat. sebab badan memang sangat penat...huhuhu...(T_T)...

and I like to share this song!!..hehehe...good memories...sweet one!! owh..how I miss matriculation life...:p

john meyer. your body is like wonderland.





Mari lah same2 bace doa tido. Moga2 saye tidor dengan nyenyak malam ini!

er...perlu ke??

I'm surrounded with people yang nak kawin...my sister n my frens...so bahang dia agak terase...yer...bahang malas...hahaha...

I hate weddings as much as I hate graduation day...both are just overrrated!!!really..(no..nope..not that i didn't want to get married. I just hate the preparation for the reception of the wedding and the wedding day itself..tu jek..)

okay..mase graduation day...i don't know about boys, but we girls (doesn't include me here)akan prepare for that day as if their Queen.new shoes new baju new bags..macam2 lagi la..even pay for make up?? wer got money? ptpptn kah?? I don't even remember wer I got my baju etc..hahaha... n for what u do all this?? untuk ditutup ngan jubah jek..xnampak pon semua baju bajan yg harga ratus2 tuh...patuh make up pon jd mcm hape jek..sbb keadaan yg sgt panas kt luar nnti..sesak2 ngan org lain...arrggghhh...serabut jek..

patuh segala jenis orang yang ade. I know u all are excited sebab anak dh grad tp perlu ke dtg sekampung ramainyer..seres ramai gile. dari nenek, atuk sampai la ipai duai semua..

patuh sanggup pulak korang tunggu dari pagi sampai petang bawah panas terik tuh!!

U know what I did??

my graduation was on the evening. so i ask my family to come just before the ceremony finish.about 15 minits sebelom habih, sile dudok dlm kete n gerak ke sini..

okay. I'm lucky my house tuh dekat ngan Uni...tp..even Uni dok sejauh Sabah pon, i still akan suruh diorg dtg lmbt. nak wat ape dtg awal bukan bulih tgk pon. sian mak kene sesak2 kt luar ngan org ramai.peloh2 segala...(ekcelli kalu xdtg pon xpe, i xkisah pon..hehe..)>>> that's is how much I think graduation is unnessacary!!

same lah ngan wedding!! banyak btol kerje nak kene buat.padahal kawin ni suppose to be senang.suppose to be tidak membebankan.easy pesy as ABC. tp masyarakat umumnye seluruh dunia wat kawin nih jd susah...huhuhu...kalu kawin mesti atleast paling murah abih 15k...erkk...byk gile tuh nak abih dlm mase sehari...yer, sehari!! korang keje macam nak mati nak kumpol 15k..patuh abihkan dlm sehari...perluke??

xperlu la..sama mcm graduation gak...berabih duit nak nampak comel tp terjamin kah mase depan anda?? hoho...soklan sentap punye...

kawin nih, cukop la sekadar mampu...seresly sekadar mampu. which means (to me) xyah la keje mcm gile..OT berbagai..xpegi holiday..xpegi shopping..semata2 nak kumpol 20k n abihkan dlm mase sehari...

kalu diikotkan..buat jek setakat mampu..kalu wang hantaran..xperlu la smpi berpuloh ribu...10 k tuh pon byk sgt dh tuh...ingat, hidup nih bukan nye semata sbb nk duit jek..ape korg ingt lepas kawin xde pakai duit..bulih goyang kaki jek?? lagi banyak pakai duit adelah..nak nak lak yg anak keluar sekali 2..xke haru dibuat nye..

to me, i would rather do a small majlis yg xyah nk kalut ape2...cukop sekadar ajak member2 terdekat..yg ajak sedara mara terdekat...

xlarat beb nak pegi jengok sana sini...cari itu ini...well, atleast not for me... since dulu, i never dreamt of all this fancy2 wedding.. all this extravaganza thingy...hish...membazir..n I say again..atleast to me...coz I know, many2 of you out there xkisah berbelanje banyak utk wedding..sbb pada korang ni adalah once in a life time..aku lebih prefere akad n a small majlis makan2..cukop..hehehe..with one baju witn only one makeup no sanding2...erk ade ke yg nak kat orang mcm aku nih?? ngahaha...

memang lah...kite hidup pon once in a life time..kawin je ke kene buat meriah nak mati sampai berhutang 20 tahun kawin pon x abih bayar lg?? hish..

jdi berpada2 lah dalam berbelanje nih...xyah la doorgift pn bg frame or tuala kecik atau sudu garpu kecik...xguna pon semua tuh...kita buat ape yg wajib sudah..xyah la demand banyak2...sat lgi korg kawin beranak..huh..tau la cmner nnti..bulan2 byr anak nye nursery, susu la...ntahape jek lg..huhuhu...ingat korang kawin bukan sehari...baik simpan je duit tuh.. nak masuk pindah umah br pon duit lagi...nak beli furniture pon..ape ingt pakai duit daun ke? nak pasang kipas lampu segala..nak bayar deposit rumah lagi...macam2..

arggghhh...i hate wedding preparation!! hahaha...kalu bakal mak mentua bace,,,haru!!hahahaha...

sudden

ok.It's scary to know that sumone you know suddenly meninggal dunia...died..dead..

scary..she's so young..and yet,tteba dapat berita dh xde..

hmmm....what if I die??!! what if korang semua dapat berita I suddenly am DEAD!

definately akan terkejut kan...but..
I wonder...

will people come to my pengebumian? or will they go like " Afirah? Afirah who?? xkenal lah.."

Would I be miss?? rasenya x kot...kalu xjumpe 10 hari, xde orang kisah..ni pulak xjumpe terus...hahaha...

What would people talk about me? ye la, biasenye bile orang menginggal nih orang akan bercerita pasal mende2 baik kn...but what about me? what good things will people say...I'm not that good...hahaha...

Have I been a good daughter? a good friend? a good sister?

I'm only 26, ok, I'm 26. I'm old.

but I don't think I have done anything relevent in this world..
anything worth remembering me for..correct?

hmmmm...

okay.maybe people will remember me for a few month.then, puuffft..I'm no more...

kaaaawiinnnn...

hari nih ade crite cerekarama kat TV3..dalil cinta..why is it name that..i don't know..tp iye nye crite pasal a newly married young couple...hmmmmm....

dalam citer nih, the wife (Amani) xpandai serba serbi...masak, kemas umah..senang citer all the housework la...semua dia xreti buat..

jadi saya tertanye ada diri sendiri..penting ke kalu kawin tau buat semua tuh??? harus kah tau masak segala macam makanan?? hmmm..

well, pada saya...pandangan ikhlas diri ini la... tak tau pon xpe ape...kannn kannn??

xsemestinye semua orang tau esp nak masak...housework lain tuh...rasenye xsesusah masak..so x dikira sangat la..

dalam citer tuh mentua dia marah2 naper kawin kalu x reti masak...erkkk...bulih beli kedai ape...banyak restoran yg jual makanan..hahaha...mau bankrup kalu dapat bini cmtuh...hahaha...

satu yang saya tau..bile dah kawin nih xleh la wat pernagai cam kite mase bujang2...
dah xleh bangun kol 10 pagi..xleh la makan pon ikot dan jek...dlm plastik pon bantai la..satu hal kite kene berubah...adapt life kite ngan husband itu..same la ngan husband itu ngan wife nye...kene la belajar tolerate each other..betol x..

tapi kan...bile kawin, yang perempuan mesti di 'expect' untuk tau semua kerje rumah..how about the guys?? the husband...ape kemahiran yang dia perlu ade?? I guess I just need to find it out myself ek?? hahaha...bile la aku nak kawin?? hahaha...(soklan sensitip even when ask by ownself...HAHAHAHA)


tapi kalu ade anak yang xtau wat keje umah..yang salah xlain x bukan ibu bapa sendri..kan?
my parents libatkan kami ngan semua keje umah since dr kami kecik...keje paling xsuke nak buat..cabut weeds kat laman rumah...xsuke...huhu...(I miss Mommy!!)

mande paling best bile pi shopping...memang syok...kami semua ramai2..semua 6 orang...tolak troli...memang kecoh..nak itu nak ini..
tp dr situ la anak2 belajar..cmne nk pi kedai..itu sayur ape..cmne nk pilih ayam..ooo...kedai tuh mahal, sini lagi murah..
I know sesetengah kawan2 saya xtau pasal mende2 nih semua...sbb..mostly nye, sebab parents xpenah ajak pon pi shopping, or suroh basuh baju, or cuci pinggan..dan macam2 lagi..

I still remember, mase tuh kat form 5. my dorm mate ckp dia xtau cmne nak guna mesin basuh...erk...wth??!! kalu dia cakap x reti basuh baju guna tangan..ok la..bulih diterima akal..tapi tak tau gune washing machine?? that's wayyy too much..picit2 button pon xreti ke?? dia cakap mak dia pernah kasi sentuh pon mesin basuh tuh...ok...quetion answered!

jadi salah sape?? parents la kan..

jadi to those parents yg nak jage sangat anak2 tuh..ye la..xnak la mereka buat keje umah tuh...takot la mereka tuh penat ke..ape ke..xyah la cmtuh..soh je..pengalaman hidup...bukan untuk menyediakan mereka supaya layak kawin dan x dibebel oleh mentua..tapi untok kegunaan mereke sendiri..survival skills..hahaha...

I'm not saying I'm a good cook..but I can cook..my rooms is not always neat and clean...but I know how to use a washing machine..hahaha..

berbalik pade citer TV3 tuh...make, mentua2 yang ade diseluruh Msia..xyah la kalut sangat kalu menantu xreti wat semua2 nih..mereka bulih blaja kan...

in fact, i'm still learning myself..huhu..mana la tau bendi yang bulih dipatah2kan hujung nye jek yang bolih dibeli...hahaha...sian Daddy makan bendi yg tua..keras gile...muahahaha...

Kereta itu ini..

I've come across an entree in a blog talking about cars. well, basically asking wether there is any different between cars of different brand..
hmmmm....rase nyer ade...walaupun it actually didn't matter to me what brand a car is...kan..kannn...

semuanya same jek...as long it drive u safely from point A to point B, it's enough for me..

my Father's first car was Nissan Sunny (year '85, maybe). it a small sedan. perfect for us yang cume ade mum, daddy, my sis and me. Then in '88 he sold it, and bought a Nissan Venette, A VAN!! hahaha...mesti pelek sebab naper beli van...padahal ktorg ade brape kerat jek...

one thing about our family is...we don't travel light...we travel heavy...and I mean HEAVY... kalau balik kampung jek...macam bawak balik the whole house...hahaha...
and a van is just perfect...bukan setkat bulih bawak the whole house, bulih jugak bawak ramai orang...kannnn...

I love this Van...banyak memori dowhhh...banyak!!!

I learn to drive using this yellow van...sayang van...but imagine...me, only 14, at that time, trying to pusing the van sterring, yg xde power sterring...hish...sgt berat...tp berjaya jugak bawak van tuh...hehehe...berjaya jugak Daddy ajar cmner nak balance first gear ngan kluc...hehehe...patuh balaja naik bukit guna van...wahaha...memang wat keje gile...

and then comes Proton Wira. 1st edition tuh...but didn't last long. Daddy sold it and bought a '82 Merc. hehehe....sorry Daddy, but I hated that car...hehehe...it a Merc...I hate Mercedez...yes, I hate Merc...

then the van was gone...sold..and replace with a Toyota Unser..my mom's car...this is another fav car...heheh...

then the Merc was gone..replace by a Honda Stream...ini adalah kete kesayangan bapak...letak la ape pon depan mata dia...nothing can replace his Honda..hehehe...

but I dont really like to drive Stream...rase xbes...too fast....erkk...cmner erk...pick up dia sgt hebat...btol ke?? I like cars yg go steady...x la sakit jantung bawak...kannnn....

then Unser pulak kene jual...huhuhu....sgt sedeh....tp jual kepada femili frens...so we know she is in good hands...hehehe...

replace by?? many2 cars were considered...even a 4WD...but my mom passed away...(T_T)...so it was hold for a longggg time...before I got my own car...(1st boght by my own money...second that i drive)

my actual 1st car was a third hand '97 Proton Tiara..hahaha...kalu sape2 yg penah own a Tiara would definately know this car means trouble..hehehe...

but it was in good shape mase mule2 beli...but my super genius brother makes that car his experiment project...ade ke orang tebuk carburator???huh!!!???
abih jahanam kete tuh...dengan suspension ditukar..ngan ekzos bising...adoi...kesian budak 3rd kolej, UM...kene kejut pagi2 ngan bunyi ekzos bising tuh stiap kali nk pi kelas....hahahaha...maap la yek..

tp banyak yg kami lalui bersama-sama..hehehe...
dr stuck dlm jem...
enjin panas...
enjin mampos pon ade...
tolak kete sorang..sengal gile orang yg tenagok..bukan nak tolong...
kete xmo hidup..mase tuh kat tasik ape ntah kat bangi...
tolak kete tuh ngan tukang garderner..hahaha...mekasih byk yek..hehehe...
tayar pancit..kene paku...
pam gune kaki beb...adoi...
pi tukar tayar kt kedai...huhuhu...
banyak kenangan...hihihi...

walaupun banyak masalah...sayang sgt ngan tiara tuh...dia macam ade soul tersendiri..hehehe...

banyak kete yg ditukar beli...banyak jugak yg telah saya drive...memang ade beza semua kerete nih..mahal ke murah ke..branded ke x ke...it doesn't matter..

ape yang penting kenangan kite dengan kerete tuh ngan femili kite yg tercinta..tuh jek..kalau ade masalah2...itu la yg xleh lupe...itu yg akan kite ingat sampai bile2...

kalu bercakap pasal kete memang sentimental...sbb dia dh jd sebahagian dr hidup kite kan...part of the femily..hehehe...