Today is my father's beday! What did we gave him? a big hug and kiss.. hahaha... If only everyone can just setel with that, jimat duit...hehehehe... So I asked, "what do you want for your birthday?
A birthday cake? No, can't eat sweet things. Diabetic.
I know you love cheese cake. Can? Nah, still sweet.
How about belanja makan? Aiyark. Xnak lah. You know I don't eat out.
Hmmm. Ikea's? Xmo la. Birthday treat should be special.
Then what? A wallet? A belt? Nah. Already have one.
Abih tuh?
Hmmmm..mmmm... Okay. Why don't you get me a fruit basket. Basket full of my favourite fruits. Yup, that's it. A fruit basket.
So that is exactly what we get him.
Looks delicious ain't? The red apple is my favourite. NZ queen (introduced by Nini, TQ) Also some Peckam Pears. Also my favourite. Hah, semua mende dalam bakul jugak adalah kegemaran gue. So bulih jugak makan sekali..hehehehe... Ada jugak grape hijau yang super sedap. Mangga dan jugak nenas.
Eh. Ada makhluk bulat nak curi buah. hehehehe
(gambar nih untok tatapan Ying. Yup, budak nih dah pandai jalan. Jugak pandai buat hal dah. Hebat jugak ngerutkan dahi bila xdapat apa yang dikehendaki. dan pandai dah suruh orang hayun buaian. Dan sangat suka pergi bazar Ramadhan)
I woke up with a bad stomach. I feel like I'm having those pregnant morning sickness. Sakit perot, kembong, mual, loya and certainly it felt like an alien form like a big worm is trying to come out thru my esofagus!
Heh! I don't think it was my cooking. It couldn 't be that bad sampai bolih bagi sakit perot. I'm pretty damn sure it was that late supper coz I felt uneasy after eating it.
Yesterday night, at exactly 12..heh.. all 3 of us adik beradik, when for a late midnight supper at Uptown Damansara food court. We ate yong tau foo and sotong goreng tepung. And I started to feel weird when I suddently woke up at 3 am with stomachache. Aiyark... I thought it was just a normal sakit perot akibat kekenyangan... hahahaha...
I couldn't move much as felt like puking all the time. I don't feel so good. Too tired to move around too. Too tired to cook for berbuka jugak. So kami amik keputusan untok berbuka kt luar je. Since I always wanted to eat sushi for berbuka, so sushi it is.
Even after berbuka, my stomach is not doing any better. Don't ask, but I'm too lazy to go to the klinik.
So it have been a not so good day for me. Even that I got to eat sushi, I still feel uneasy.
So what save the day?
Catching Step Up in 3D... hehehehe.... ( walau sakit perot, layan aje lah movie nih)
sangat cool...
(still having problem with my stomach... Owh please go away....Sakit perot balik just after the movie ends... Ini mungkin hanya sakit perot ngada2...probably... Hope to wake up sehat sejahtera..)
Early morning, I got a call from Ulfah's school asking me to pick her up. Well, apparently she sakit perut gastric.
hehehehe... It was kinda my fault...
Yesterday, I was too lazy to prepare food for sahur. We did have supper, so I thought that would be enough for sahur and berpuasa for the rest of the day. Can you guess what we ate for sahur? Hah.... A piece of digestive biscuit and a glass of cold milo. Hehehehe... Hei, I'm okay...takkene pon sakit perot ke ape ke... Ulfah jek punya perot gedik...
I just finish cooking for sahur tomorrow. Yeh. baru jek lepas memasak.
Just to be safe, we are eating nasi with lauk tomorrow. Don't want to be picking up my sister again tomorrow. So tomorrow we are eating masak lemak pucuk paku ngan rebung, ayam goreng (which I am going to goreng tomorrow) and sambal.
Kalau kene gastric lagi esok, x dapat la den nak nolong lagi.
(I have cooked home made satay and apam balik. If you know how much of sugar are put in each dish, you won't be eating it anymore. I am not simply trying to scare you, but seriously banyak gila gula! And I ate satay for berbuka!!!!!)
Ramai gila orang kat Mamak. Sampai kene dudok ngan sekumpulan Chinese girls. Nasib baik diorang nih okay jek. Hari jumaat memang hari saya minum secawan teh tarik sedap. hehehehe...
Hari nih first time berbuka kat rumah sendiri, which means, Daddy only berbuka ngan Yani. Jadi aku cuma berbuka ngan Ulfah jek. Mula2 fikir, sebab kami cuma berdua, lagi senang kalau berbuka kat luar jek. Tapi bila pikir balik, xyah lah, baik masak sendiri jek. Lauk lebih tuh bulih lah buat sahur pulak. Jimat duit sikit.
Honestly, saya kurang gemar berbuka kat luar atau kat kedai.
Semua orang pon nak berbuka kat luar. Lagi2 kalau kat shopping mall. Jadi semua orang akan muncul pada waktu yng sama. Dah la kene bersesak ngan jem orang balik kerja, patuh kene bersesak nak masuk shopping mall. Patuh satu keje lak nak cari parking. Bila nak buka kat luar kene wat reservation. Kalau nak rserve kot telipon, susah sikit. Diorg nak deposit. Jadi kalau nak reserve kene gi kedai nya. Kalau datang kol 5 sekalipon, belum tentu dapat reserve mana2 kedai. Nanti, last2 akan end-up kat kedai yang xde orang nak pegi sebab x sedap.
Bila habih berbuka, tentu lah nak pi solat magrib kan. Ini lah sebab paling utama saya xsuka berbuka kat luar. Surau adalah sebesar bilik yang bolih muat kira2 5 orang. Dan orang yang nak solat, adalah berkoyan-koyan. Maka, suasana adalah sangat sesak. Xsuka lah ramai2 orang nih. Serabut.
Kan ke lagi senang kalau berbuka kat rumah je? Xyah nak bersesak ngan orang ramai, xyah nak buat reservation segala, xyah nak buang masa sampai awal sebab nak reserve tempat, xyah nak bersesak ngan orang ramai sebab nak solat magrib. Makanan lak dijamin sedap (aku yang masak, yang makan jugak aku, kalau xsedap pon, cakap sedap jugak! hahahaha) . Malah sempat lagi nak pegi solat terawikh.
Hooho.. Sorry lah kawan2. Bukan nya aku x ikhlas bila kuar ngan korang berbuka, tapi seriously, xbolih ke kita semua jumpe dan kumpol ramai2 bukan dalam bulan puasa?
My matriculation friends have been doing this tradition of berbuka puasa together for the past 6 years. Every Ramadhan, we will meet up and buka puasa together. And each year, after the buka puasa, the very same conclusion was made---> next year, kita xyah buka puasa sama2 lah. Xlarat la nak harung orang ramai2 nih. But, we still meet up during Ramadhan....Dowh! It seems easier to meet during Ramadhan banding ngan hari2 lain. Sebab semua orang akan free waktu berbuka, so xde alasan untok x berjumpa.
Kalau aku punya rumah sendiri dulu, lagi senang kalau ajak korang datang berbuka kat rumah jek. Xyah nak bersesak ngan orang ramai. Tapi tahun nih, dah xleh jumpa member matrik satu geng lagi dah. Kalau keluar makan pon mungkin dengan 1-2 orang jek. Xleh dah kumpol seramai 12 orang cm dulu lagi dah. Reason---> Uh, obvious lah kan. Most of them dah berfemili, and some dah punya anak. Xkan lah nak angkut satu femili semata-mata nak buka puasa. Jadi kami2 yang single nih la yang akan melawat diorg time raya nanti.
Aku memang sangat lah lagi prefer berbuka makan kat rumah jek. Eat at our own leisure. Jimat duit jugak, juga jimat tenaga dan masa. Kalau malas sangat nak masak, paling2 teruk pon aku tapau dan still makan kat rumah.
Okaylah. Jadi korang, kalau nak ajak jumpa dan berbuka, erkk.... So, skang korang tau la nape aku selalu decline ajakan korang untuk berbuka. Hehehe... Lagi senang jumpa masa Raya kan. So kita jumpa time Raya lah yerk..
Tengahari tadi, masa orang solat Jumaat, aku pi basuh kete. Ada dua orang pakcik jugak. Sorang pakcik tuh tinggal kan kete dia and pegi solat Jumaat. Yang sorang lagi bulih wat dek jek. And I look at him, giving the 'Seriously-you're-not-going-for-solat-jumaat?' look, and dia buat bodoh jek. Untuk tidak berpikiran negatif dan memikirkan perkara yang tidak betol, apalagi mengurangkan pahala puasa, aku kata dalam hati, Uhhhh...mungkin pakcik nih Iban. Nampak jek macam melayu. Hahahaha...
Okay. Selamat berpuasa. And have a nice weekend.
(kalau korang nak ajak berbuka, meh je lah datang rumah. Home cooked food is way better than kedai made food. Xcaya? come to my house. I'll cook maggi for you. hahahaha...)
why do you link my blog to FB? Now, my blog traffic is going crazy. At least one reader every hour. I know this blog is public and if I want to keep it private I shud block it. But it is not public or private. It is for everyone to read, but not everyone. It's for the lucky one, who somehow found this blog.
Now, I feel naked. Like everyone knows me.
huhu...
(you can always link it to your blog. But not FB. Lets say.....blog is only for bloggers. Bolih?)
Anyway, dah start kumpol duit nak belikan tiket aku g jepon x? Jangan shopping banyak sangat okay. Sila start menabung sekarang!
I just found out that one of close friend ia now pregnant with her first baby. Congrats babe! Nanti jadi Ibu yang baik ek.. hehehe.. Aku mendoakan the best for you and you baby and the whole family.
Jangan tanya bila aku lak nak ada baby. Calon ayahnya pon aku xde. So senyap. Hahaha...
Aku juga punya kawan yang dah ada anak umor dah 3-4 tahun, juga mereka yang dah 3-4 tahun kawin tapi masih tak punya anak. Mungkin belum rezeki lagi, kata mereka lah. Diorang susah payah cuba buat anak tapi x berjaya. Ramai orang yang would do anything for a baby. Yang jadi tanda tanya sekarang nih, Kenapa ramai sangat yang buang baby?
One question... Why in the first place, that this people had sex? Don't they know, that you will get pregnant, if not protected?? So I have only one conclusion, these people are dumbest, stupidest person alive on earth. What is so hard to understand? They say is was a mistake, I was lure with lust, he made me do it and blah blah blah... Which part of the sentence ' Do not have sex outside marriage' that you don't understand? If you're not married then don't make babies... Haiya...
Tapi bila dah termengandung, mereka senyap. Konon2 malu lah. Malu pada keluarga, kawan2 dan orang sekeliling. Konon2 dah menconteng arang ke muka orang tua. Jadi mereka senyap jek. Xnak bgtau sape2. This is another stupid excuse. The moment you know that you are pregnant, watever it is, kamu semua dah pon menconteng arang. Dah x guna nak risau ke malu ke ngan orang sekeliling. Yang patut risau ialah sebelom pragnant. Bila dah terpregnant, itu semua dah jadi x releven. Yang patut kamu risau, adalah nasib baby in your belly.
Lagi satu mende yang aku x paham.
You found out that your pregnant. Maybe korang semua dok rumah sewa, so x balik kampung 9 bulan. Bagitau perants, korang busy ngan keje. First trimester, Korang bertahan ngan morning sickness. Larat pulak ek.. melayan karenah baby dalam perot tuh. Then come the 2nd and third trimester. Berat korang naik. Perot pon dah membesar. Baby pon dah start kicking. Korang pon mungkin mengamalkan petua2 untok baby tuh sihat. Bagi minah2 yang suke drink, mungkin dah benti minum alkohol. Yela, not good for the baby right. It's hard work to carry a baby around. Penat korang bawak kesana sini, lepas 9 bulan, korang buang cmtuh jek? gile ape? Otak xde? Lepas susah gile tertonggeng dalam toilet, teran2 nak keluar kan baby tuh, korang buang je?Orang yang beranak dalam hospital pon bising, sebab x tahan sakit. Aku salute lah korang, bolih beranak dalam toilet, belakang pintu senyap2 jek. Hebat korang tahan sakit. Xyah epidural berbagai. Buat2 macam buang air besar jek. Dah keluar baby tuh flush jek.
Lagi satu hal, nape buang dalam sungai, tong sampah, tanam lah...Nape x buang depan rumah orang? Aku kalau nak buang kucing pon ,aku make sure tempat tuh ade supply makanan yang senang. Ade orang, mana tau kot2 dia nak amik bela ke ape ke. Dah penat ko kandung 9 bulan, beranak lagi, senang2 jek ko buang cmtuh. Xtau ke itu satu pembaziran. Pembaziran tenaga, makan dan banyak lagi lah. Susah sangat kalau nak buang dpean rumah orang. Macam drop surat jek. Letak je lah. Patuh blah lah. Xyah takot2. Nak bagi baby jek kat orang. Xpon korang pegi wat reserach dulu. Cari la sape2 yang nak sangat ngan baby. Couple2 yang dah lama kawin tapi x dapat anak, drop je la anak korang tuh kat depan umah diorg. Atleast xlah membazir korang bela anak tuh dlm perot 9 bulan, patuh susah2 beranak dlama toilet.
Dalam BlogSerius ade letak posting pasal keadaan hospital beranak kat Sierra Leone. Diorang nih susah gile nak beranak. Sampai membawa kematian. Senang citer bawak jek budak2 Msia yang berjaya beranak dalam toilet jd bidan kat sana. Diorg jek yang tau cmner nak beranak dengan jayanya, tanpa sebarang komplikasi walaupon beranak dalam tempat yang cukop daif. Sorang2 lagi. Xde bantuan sape2 pon. Hebat!
One thing yang selalu jadi tanda tanya, cmne diorg handle amnion sac ngan placenta tuh ek? Kalau kucing aku diorg gigit placenta tuh smpi putus patuh makan sac tuh. Korang wat cmne ek? sangat curious la. Uuuu.... with all the blood. erk... tengok kucing beranak pon aku dah xtahan.
Mungkin this posting xberapa nak sesuai time puasa cmnih, tapi dah terlalu banyak kes buang baby. Haih!! korang nih, tolong lah! Dah lah, malas nak cakap. Xde guna pon. Cume Xpuas hati jek.
I just made Nasi kerabu for berbuka from scratch today.. Hehehe... Tetiba terasa diri hebat..
My first time cooking nasi kerabu was last year's Ramadhan. A bit kelam kabut. I was on the phone with my sister while cooking, asking her to explain watever that she scribbles on her cook book. But it turn out great. Nasi kerabu wasn't easy to make. There's a whole lot of cooking! I remember after finish cooking, I told myself this is the first and last I'm doing Nasi Kerabu! Sebab banyak dowh mende nak buat. Jadi apa kejadahnya buat lagi tahun nih? Heh.. Semalam Yani beli nasi kerabu kat Bazar, and it taste horrible! Xpuas hati nye pasal, I made nasi kerabu today. Delicious and superb. And this time wasn't as 'kelam kabut' as before. Practice does makes perfect.
So, untok buat nasi kerabu. You will need.
a) Nasi. In the case you don't have that purple flower that gives the blue colour, just use nasi putih biasa jek. Cuma tanak nasi letak serai sekali. Kasi wangi..
b) Sambal kelapa. Masak kelapa parut sampai kuning sikit. Blend isi ikan kembong (yg dh masak), bawang merah, halia ngan serai. Mix it with the kelapa parut. Masak sampai kering
c) Sambal . Masukkan santan dan serai dalam periuk. Blend cili, bawang merah ngan bawang putih ngan belacan sikit. Masukkan dalam periuk. Masak sampai pecah minyak.
d) Solok lada. Isi ikan (yg mentah) mix ngan kelapa parut, ngan bawang yang dah diblend. Garam sikit. Mix well. Find a fat chili, cut it at the middle and stuff t with that ikan. You know, macam yang yong tau fu tuh.
e) Kerabu sayur. Simply just cut veges! Veges macam kacang panjang, kobis, bunga kantan, tauge dan timun.
f) lauk. I did two lauk. Daging and ayam. Just marinate daging, ayam ngan sedikit garam, serai, and kunyit. Bakar or goreng, anyway you want it.
Siap. Heh.. that is a whole lot of work. Tapi sangat puas hati. Makanan semua licin. Proof that it is delicious. Ngehehe... Oh oh...lupe lagi satu. Budu. Skang dah bulih letak semua bahan dan gaul dan makan. Yer, nasi kerabu kalau nak makan kene gaul dulu. Nampak cam selekeh jek, tpi dah cara makan nye cmtuh.
Penat woh masak nasi kerabu nih, banyak hal. And f I'm selling this nasi, it's going to cost more than rm10. hahahaha.....
Uh...please ignore the very hideous picture. It's home cooking. It's not going to look like a 5-star hotel chef cooked it. As long as it taste better, it's all that matter, right?
(tomorrow is my second day puasa, hehehe... Harap2 selamat lah bangun sahur pagi esok...)
I'm a bit down today. Feeling a bit sad making me a bit lazy...no, a bit lazy is an understatement.... I wish I could just stay in bed and never woke up.
You know how I sometimes write in this blog, on how I felt to a certain person. How much I hate him (him, doesn't mean a guy, I'm being general, so no one could guess). Yup, I hate him to death! But me being me, doesn't matter how much I hate him, my heart is never strong enough. Let's say if he came one day, begging for forgiveness, I would undoubtedly, in a heartbeat, would just forgiven him. I don't want that to happen. I wanted to hate him till eternity. I'll be damn with myself if ever I did forgiven him for what he have done to me. So now, my only plan is never to see him anymore. Yup, Lamest plan ever. What if I somehow someday stumble upon him? Runaway? huh... Ignore him as he did ignore me before? Treat him as he did to me before? Curse him in front of his face as he did to me?
Yeh that. That is all my problem. I couldn't do it. I've told Dils before, that THAT is a curse to me. I couldn't be mean to people. I am not good at disappointing people. I'm too soft. Too fragile. When friends called me 'Pudding', I think that is an understatement. Poeple ask for help, I help. They ask to be forgiven, I forgive. People use me, I didn't even notice. Yeh, they take advantage. Of me being too nice. I'm sorry.
My friends say it is not a curse. They ask what is wrong with being nice. Well, try thinking that you couldn't be mad to people. Try thinking that your brain always tells you everyone have good intention. Try doing everything people ask you to do, because you just don't have the heart to say NO.
I am sick of being this way. but i couldn't help it. I always wonder,always thinking, how did everyone else do it? How can you stay mad? I though after what I've been through, that I would spit on his face if I see him, but instead, I wonder how he is doing now. Is he pregnant yet? Is he okay? How's Ramadhan?
Shitto!!!
That is why my only plan is never to see him again. Ini pon susah sangat nih. sebab sangat teringin nak jumpe dan bertanya khabar. Aku x kental hati. Terlalu mudah memaafkan. And he knows this. He knows me pretty well. That's why he treat me bad. But I have had enough.
I need people to remind me. To remind me what he had done. As I forget really easily. My two boyfriends knew about this. One contradict with the other. One wants me to forgive and be friends like before and the other hate him more than I do. But I? What do I want?
I have mix feeling here. Part of me wanted to forgive him, and part of me wanted to show my middle finger each time I hear his name. Uhuuuhuuhu... I don't know. Sometimes I wish that I never realise the bad things he did to me. Sometimes I wish that I never meet him.
Uhhhh... I don't know where I'm going with this. But for now, I'm crossing my finger not meet him at any occasion. Avoid him as much as I could. Because I know, my HATE for him, is starting to fade away. And I seriously don't want that to happen. This is the curse I'm talking about. Staying mad to a person that you should hate for the rest of your life. (Hey, If you know my story, you'll be dying to open a hate page in FB. No kidding..hehehe...)
I'm trying to be strong here. Tetapkan iman dan kentalkan semangat. Heh..membenci orang memang lah bukan sesuatu yang mulia. But who started it in the first place? He did... Memutuskan silaturrahim kerana tidak mahu dikenakan lagi (there, my attempt in justifying what I did. Okay right?)
Okaylah. Salam Ramadhan everyone. And have a good week.
Hoh...Saya baru pulang ke rumah. Flight Wani kol 11.30 mlm. Jadi kenapa lewat bangat? Kerana melepak bersama-sama my two bestest boyfriends. Heh...this two boys are always together..mmmm... No No.. they are not gay...hahahaha.. They're going to kill me if they read this...Muahahaha....
Melepak sama2 sambil layan minum ayak kat mamak, reminiscing about the good days that we had together with Nini. Yup, this small geng were called Fifi and the flowertots ft. Nini. Fifi as in me, flowertots are those 2 boys and Nini as always the featured artist with that golden voice (yes people, she is loud! hehehe). It is kinda sad to see her leave. YM wouldn't be the same. I'm going to miss to hear that voice again. It has always been us, all five (plus Kala). From that picnics, to the trip to Terengganu. We had so much of fun together. And the karaoke session we had in between those occasion and the suprise birthday party that you all organize for me, I am going to miss that.
Anyway, I wish you the best of luck. Selamat menjadi isteri yang baik, best dan bagus. Hehehehe...
Jugak kepada my two best boyfriend. I miss lepaking with you guys. I had fun too. Catching up with stories about your best friend and your stalker. I wonder who is going to be in your life next. Will she deleted me too in facebook. And gave crappy messages, trying to keep us apart. hahahaha... I had a big laugh. Konon2 korang jadi pujaan ramai lah? Huh...Tinggal aku jek yang xberebut korang kan? hahahaha... Xpaham betol lah kenapa ade yang sampai nak ugut2, nak berebut korang.. Nak kata hot..uhhhhhhh.... No komeng...hahahaha... kang kene torture....
okaylah. This is a short entry, coz I'm sleepy. I know korang dua tengah sambung ngumpat aku kan? Korang memang xde kerje lain.. hah...
My family's Ramdhan is always kat rumah. Sahur and buka puasa sama-sama kat rumah. Terawikh pergi jugak (kadang-kadang) hehehehe... Family besar kami (sedara-mara) dok jauh... so, amatlah jarang dapat berbuka ramai-ramai. Seronok gak kan bukak puasa ramai2 kan? Ulfah selalu dengki with her friends yang punya relatives dekat. Hari2 buka puasa kat tempt yang berlainan, gilir2 pergi rumah ini rumah itu. Kadang2 berbuka di hotel. Kami satu femili? jauh sekali nak bukak puasa kat hotel. Nak berbuka rumah sedara, lagi lah xtermungkin terjadi. Takkan nak balik Kelantan kot.
My father is a fussy eater. So dia lebih senang kalau Mak yang masak je. Jadi kami pon dah terbiasa berbuka kat rumah jek dengan masakan Mak yang superb tuh! ( I so miss Mum's cooking!) Sesekali jugak kami adik beradik beli jugak lah makanan kat luar. My feveret... Always popiah basah.. Uhhhh...there's is one place where my Father wouldn't say no. Ikea's Cafe. He loves it there. Where else can you get delicious salmon only at rm11.90 and refillable coffee at rm 2. Heh, Bapak xdelah kedekut. Cuma berjimat dan berpada. Anak2 dia jek xpaham bahasa duit tuh susah nak cari..hehehe...
Setakat nih kami pernah bukak pose kat hotel sekali jek. 2 tahun lepas. Itupon opis Bapak yang belanje. That is probably my first and last kot. Xpaham macamane orang lain bulih nak makan banyak2. Aku cuma makan sepinggan (satu meal) ngan side dishes macam kuih ngan buah2. Patuh xtahan dah. Sangat kenyang! Makanan dah dekat paras hidung dah. Kalau makan lagi bisa kiok! So, worthed ke bayar nak makan buffet sampai rm 50-70? Kalau untok aku yang setakat makan sikit nak mati, baik xyah. Buang duit jek. Kalau makan banyak pon, berbaloi ke makanan tuh sampai rm50? Uhhhhhh...orang bagi free buffet pon aku xnak!
Pengalaman berpuasa kat sekolah pon best. Mula sekali masa puasa kat Sekolah Teknik. Dewan makan akan sediakan sahur awal pagi gile. Kol 2-3 pagi. Camne nak makan pagi2 buta kan? So, kami mesti tapau makanan dari Kantin untok sahur. Xyah la bangun pagi gile sebab nak sahur. Bile berbuka ramai2 dalam dewan makan memang best. Budak2 memang suka sangat menyakat. Tengah ramai2 tunggu nak berbuka, ada jugak lah yang gatal pergi azan. Ada pulak yang terpedeya, patuh makan ngan lahap nye. Hahaha... Aku paling2 jahat pon aku cuma sakat kawan2 jek. Kitorg suka beli air kat kantin. Atleast xde lah asyik minum air sirap jek. So ktorg bungkus air bes2 kat kantin. Aku suka kacau kawan2, cakap ngan diorg ngan muka panik gile....Korang air nak tumpah!! cepat minum!!!.... Hahahahaha...diorg pon panik pegi minumair yang konon2 nak tumpah tuh! sengal gile! Agak2 batal x puasa diorg? hahahaha
Terawikh diwajipkan untok semua student. So memang akan penoh la surau sekolah. Budak pompuan sembahyang kat tingkat dua. Budak laki memang suka sangat kacau kitorg. Tengah kusyuk solat, tetiba ada cicaklah, lipas lah, seluar lah, macam2 lagi lah mende aneh melayang keatas kene kat budak pompuan. Tetiba saf yang lurus tuh jadi terkuak, dengan jeritan2 kecil budak pompuan. Nakal eh korang! Tapi memang kelakar kan...
Patuh Matrik pulak. Dok lak kat Matrik Gopeng nuh. Tempat jin bertendang dan bergendang. Memang x best! Xde Bazar Ramadhan, xsyiok! So kami bawak rice cooker! Untok buka puasa kami masak nasi sendiri, patuh lauk beli kat kedai. Untok sahur lak, ini yang syiok nih. Kami sahur pon dah macam berbuka sebab ada rice cooker. Masak bubor, mushroom soup, Nasi minyak pon pernah gak...nasi minyak bujang malas... Tapi yang sadisnya, cuma bertahan semiggu jek. Ada plak lah yang dengki ngan ktorg pergi bgtau warden. Shitto! Mneyampah... Lepas tuh kami sahur makan roti ngan tuna jek. Sampai hari roti ngan tuna jek, aku xleh tengok dah tin tuna, atau bau tuna, mesti nak muntah. So tukar menu lagi. Makan biskut kering ngan air kosong jek...sedeh kan... tapi nak wat cmner...huhuhu...
Mende yang paling xleh lupa time Ramadhan kat Gopeng, mase pegi Terawikh. Masa tuh lepas hujan. Member2 semua xmo pegi, konon2 nak menikmati sejuk lepas hujan kat dalam bilik. So, aku pergi sorang jek. Masjid dekat bawah bukit, kene turun bukit sikit. Tengah semangat dengan hati suci, niat murni nak Terawikh, aku menuruni bukit tuh sorang2. Lengkap dah pakai telekung, sebab pakai baju tidor jek kat dalam (malas nak pakai baju kurung). Turun hati-hati gila sebab air banyak lagi yang dari atas bukit. Tetibe jek, skkrreeettttt. Jatuh gedebuk ngan tempat air turun.......Basah sebelah badan....waaaa.... Aku bangun balik, pusing balik naik g hostel. Dengan telekung separuh basah. Roomate tanya "wat hapeng?" Terus aku nangis!!! waaaaaaaaa...... sakit woooo jatuh tuh! Xpelah..dugaan bulan Ramadhan. huhuhuhu... Nasib baik lah xde orang nampak...Malu beb! hehehehe....
Okaylah. Nak ucapkan pada korang semua, Selamat berpuasa dan Selamat menyambut Ramadhan. Semoga diberkati segala amalan baik korang semua...Amin.
Teringin sangat nak berbuka ngan sushi. Setakat nih xpenah lagi berbuka ngan sushi. Uhhhhhh...Imagine Japanese chicken curry masok dalam mulut!?! waaahhhhhh.... sedapnya...
I love letting myself gazing at the night sky. Feeling the cold breeze on my cheek. And let my mind be free.
My neighbours...hmmmm...should I write about my neighbours?? What if they found this blog?? mmmmmmm..... What the hell... Let's talk about my neighbours...
Okay..
I live in an apartment. There are six blocks here. A-F. Each block are divided into 3 units. Say E..E1-E2-E3... and each unit have it's own lift. Each floor have 4 apartment. There is 6 floor, so each lift is shared with 24 apartment. I wanted to talk about the houses that share the same floor with us. Yup. My floor neighbours.
In front of my house. A young couple. First impression ; Super sombong! Uhhhh...you think I have a second impression? okay, second impression ; Sangat super sombong!! First time datang rumah nih, masa pindah barang furniture, neighbour depan rumah buat some sort of makan2 with family (I think). I saw them and I smiled. And they looked at me, with that what-the-hell-are-you-smiling-for face and shut the door! What the heck? I wasn't going to asked them to help me lifting up furniture pon? That was just a friendly-saying-Hai smile, and they shut the door?! What the heck is wrong with these people?
Second encounter. Saya hantar adik pi sekolah every morning. Around 7am. Terjumpa mereka nak turun lift sama2. I smile again. and again mereka wat bodoh jek. Cit! Melampau kan? Okay. Watever lah. I couldn't care less. Never my lost. Lantak ko la. My only conclusion. The wife is pregnant>>>> Mood swing! (yehhh....for both the father and mother!)
Neighbour to the left of the house. A couple too. But not young. Newlywed I assume. No babies yet. This is also the same like the previous one. X sombong tapi kedekut gila nak senyum! Kalau yang kat atas nih, memang bagi muke yang ko rase macam nak lempang jek, yang jiran nih pulak akan bagi muka takut-ingat-aku-nak-makan-ko. Nak kata kalau xreti nak bergaul ngan jiran tetanga, mereka nampak dah berumor. Hmmm....
Jiran terakhir. A couple with a small boy. Kelantanese. Very friendly. Tapi yang xberapa nak gemar sangat pasal mereka nih, banyak sangat barang depan rumah mereka. dah nampak macam store dah. Patuh suke sangat jemor kain kat pagar orang lain. But hey, better than the others. Memang xleh tahan orang sombong xbertempat nih! And there's something about mereka adalah Kelantanese yang buat saya kureng sikit ngan mereka. Not that I hate Kelantan people, I myself are half Kelantanese. I just have issues with 'these people'.
Tadi diorang buat majlis tunang for their sister. Ajak jugak kami datang. Being a good jiran we did came. Just to show our face. hehehe... I definately didn't see the other neighbour. Huh!
Okay. Why I have issues with 'these people'? Should I write it in this blog? Or should I just keep it to myself? This could get ugly you know. Hmmmm...keeping it to myself. Maybe save it for later....wayyyy later....
Okay back to the neighbours. You think I should still try to be nice to this people? Maybe make something for them for berbuka later in Ramdhan? Or should I just ignore them? I still believe they have good reasons why they are behaving like that. hahahaha.... Stress with work maybe? Masalah rumahtangga kot? PMS?
It is also easy to stalk someone here. Everyone is assign their own parking lot. Written also their house no. in that parking lot. So you know who live where, drive what car, what time they go to work, and wether they are in or not. I thought I was just the one like to watch people like that. Until my 6th floor neighbour, said Hai and asked, "You dudok tingkat 4 kan. Sebulan sudah pindah kan?". Tuh dia, my stalker. hahaha... Now I know he drives a Myvi and live just two floor up above me. I call him Doc coz he have a PhD. Hey, I know this because he told me, not becuase I raid his car or house. hhahahaha....
Anyway, I still hopes things will get better with my neigbours. I don't care. I am still going 'beraya' to this people house nanti. Hahaha...wether they like it or not! I am not trying to be nosy or busy body. Just trying a good neighbour. What is so wrong about that kan?!
Okay. Night everyone. Have a good weekend!
If you get the chance to watch a movie, try watching 'The Last Airbender'. Jackson Rathbone is SOOOOOO CUTE in this movie......uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Hah! Finally, one birthday that I felt so calm about. Hahahaha... Every single year I'm always worried one month before and one month after my birthdate. Worried that people would suprise me with a birthday party. And every single year, I always got suprised. Huh!
I'm sorry if you guys got offended when I said I hate that suprise party. Well, I just hate suprises! The fact I didn't know about what's going on, always drives me crazy. That I know somethings is going on, but I couldn't guess what it is, would drive me mad. I know that is the purpose of doing a suprise, but hey, I don't like things that I couldn't control. Nope, I'm not a control freak. Meh....
This year I spent my day with my siblings. Watch a movie, The last Airbender...it's as cool as the cartoon series. Love it! Makan-makan, sambil borak-borak. Yup, no elements of suprise or whatsoever. Beside, I think I'm a bit old to be having suprise party, kan?? Just anwser yes!
Thanks to all, who wish me 'Happy birthday'. You guys are my bestest friends forever. Sayang korang sangat-sangat. Muahmuah...(just virtual kiss okay!) Many of you jugak wish me untuk cepat kahwin. You think that's going to happen soon? meehhhh...
To tell you the truth, I'm a bit scared of the idea of getting married. Serious! I'm not kidding. I'm scared. To think about the responsibilty of a wife towards the husband and his responsibilty towards the wife, it scares me. You know, what if I couldn't do it? What if he couldn't do it? Aku nih degil, what if aku xmo dengar kata si suami? berdosa tau! and what if, the husband couldn't guide me as he suppose to? Hell's the only answer. Scary dowh!
Aku jugak takut aku hilang respek pada si suami. Macam banyak yang dilihat zaman sekarang nih. Memandang rendah pada si suami is the last thing I wanted to do. Mungkin my point of view of what a wife should do is different from others. But to me, in a family, a husband is always 'the leader'. It doesn't matter what is his gaji, or education level or watever. When he is your husband, you as wife always will obey and follow him. Camne nak cakap eh...mmmm...Okay I give you one exmple, This happened when I was eating in 'Ikano'.
I was seating next to a family of five, parents and 3 boys. Plus another women who I assume as the wife's friend. The boys are eating a bit far from their mom. Mom was seating infront of her friend. Mom was busy eating and talking with her friend. The husband....are doing everything else. Feeding the kids, putting foods on their plate, pouring drinks for them...basically everything! while the mother were just doing nothing but talking to her friend. Then the smallest boy started crying. Pulling her mom, maybe trying to get her attention. Guess what the mom did... nothing! she continued talking and acting as if she doesn't hear her boy was crying! Then the father pick him up, talk to him, trying to calm him down. UHHHH...Aku sunggoh geram dengan bini yang macam nih! Haish! Then when she pinish eating, she pick the boys up, and started walking away leaving the husband clueless. WTH? Husband continue eating watever food that is still on the table, and paid the bill.
That, to me is one ungrateful wife. Her husband couldn't even eat a proper meal, because he was to busy 'melayan' anak-anak. Then when she finish eating she just walk off??!!! I was left speechless wacthing this family. Huh. I don't know. Maybe to them it's normal. But I was not brought up that way! uhhhhhh.... Wife to me have certain responsbility in a family, and so those the husband. but leaving your husband doing everything as if he is the 'orang gaji' just isn't right kan?
Mungkin jugak husband itu xtau nak handle his wife sampai dia bulih naik kepala macam tuh.
So, aku takut aku jadik camtuh. Takut beb, kang masok neraka.
Not a good excuse why I am scared to get married? Then what is? You tell me....hahahaha...
Now, I understand why my friend got married with that guy. Mmmmmm..... Okay, now I understand. Becuse she respected that guy. She believe everything he said. Even when we though he sounded so ridiculous. He has already earn her respect. Must that he did something to her that we didn't know or understand.
Okay before aku start mengarut, I'd better stop.
It's still my birthday. And spending the rest of the day with my family. Yeh...
I'm so loving this year's birthday. Hehehehe.... (^_^)
Haish...Dua tiga hari nih memang malas sangat nak bukak blog dan menaip. Memang seres malas. I actually written 2 entries halfway thru, too lazy to finish it off, so it was hanging unpublished. Hoh! Aku malas!
Dua tiga hari nih jugak xpunye mood. Malas aje rasanya.
Hari nih kami puasa lagi. Ye, cukup determined untok habiskan puasa ganti sebelom Ramadhan start. Kami berbuka kat rumah Bapak. Bukan Bapak yang masak, tapi kami jugak. Bapak xde kat rumah. Pi Tganu ade kerja amik sampel sambil2 balik kampung. So masak kat rumah Bapak sebab kesian kat Yani nanti dia dinner sorang2. Kalau xpegi masak kt rumah bapak nanti dia kene tapau makanan. Sian dia. So pi masak kat sana. Semalam kami makan sup tulang. Yeh. Sedap.
Hari nih? hari nih buka puasa dengan macam2 lauk. Hahahaha...tamak!Dari tengahari dok pikir nak berbuka makan ape. Terok betol!
Lebihan sup tulang semalam. Ada dua ketul jek lagi.
Lauk utama. Ayam masak masam manis. Betol ke? ke masam masin? ke ma... uhhh...ape2 lah..
Daging masak black pepper
Ikan pekasam. Pergggghhhhhhh... nih jek ngan nasi pon dh cukop.
Sayur campur goreng.
Disudahi dengan kek batik.
Hah. Banyak kan makanan? Macam2 mende nak makan. So kita masak semua sekali. hahahaha... Nasib baik xjumpe paru2 kat kedai. Kalu x, ada lagi paru-paru goreng lak. Muahaha... Burppp... Alhamdulillah..
Uhhhh...my birthday is coming up. This year it's on a Friday So, it's tomorrow. Woh woh...turning 26. I got a feeling that this year's birthday is going to be one that I always wanted. No suprise party, No one trying to pull me here and there to celebrate my birthday, even when I said I don't want to. I guess my friends have read somewhere in this blog entry where I said I don't like to celebrate beday, esp. suprise birthday party. Last year's was the most horrific. Please don't do that again. Okay? Just a simple wish would do. Kalau nak sangat bagi hadiah, bagilah. but please no suprise okay.
Beside, I have celebrate my 30th birthday even before I turn 26. So I have save you all from celebrating my birthday for the next 4 years. Hahahaha....
See, 3 big candles. Which means 10 years for each candle. So 30. I am saving you from all the troubles in trying to make me one bitrhday surise. You are all off the hook until I turn 31. Ngahahaha...
Ok. Enough. Penyakit malas dah datang balik dah. Bye.
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