Gift

Wah! I know many wouldn't agree with me. But I do no like to celebrate annual celebration. Birthday especially. Here's why; it's a waste of money.

And many would argue with me. I get it. People love gift, presents. I do too. It's just that I don't like annual gift. I do not like that you have to buy me a gift because it's my birthday. The thing about presents is, you always have to get something better, bigger and pricier. If you don't, you love her less. Less than last year. Hehe.

My friends would oppose to this the most. They celebrate to the littlest things. Well, I was brought up in a family who doesn't gave gift on birthday. I rarely celebrate it. In exception of my sister. She would even make a party for herself. But we do get gift for achievement. Does that counts? I got graduation gift, top three gift and sort.

So don't start buying me gift. If not, I would want it every year. I would expect it from you every year. Unless, you have a long list of gifts you wanted to buy me. To tell you the truth, I don't.

They say it's the thought that counts. How much you think about buying a gift, and how far would you go to get it. That's the thing. Buy. If it's thought that counts, why buy? And doesn't it become monotonous after a while. It's my birthday, I'm gonna get a present. Where's the fun in that? Where's the surprise? Owh heck! It's her birthday. I have to get her something. Doesn't that sounds 'terpaksa'?

Buy me a gift because it's not my birthday. Do something unexpected. That is much better. Rather than the same thing every year. Boring much.



For my birthday, just steal a kiss from me. Steal!

A little step at a time.

Well, hello there! How's life? I hope everyone's doing just fine.


Erm, but here's something that is not fine. Nor that it is new. People who wanted to kill themselves, for boyfriends or girlfriends who left them. And in my case, since I don't have many boy friends, it my girl friends who got left by their boy.

Sad. Definitely dissapointed, when they utter the word, "I want to kill myself". Yes, I know the pain. But not from boyfriend leaving me (I don't have any before you), but from my Mother. I recognize the pain. And I know, it's hard. Up until a point that I just feel numb.

I would think of the same thing too. Ask yourself now, what will happen when the time comes, and you have to let your love ones go. Yes, I can't live without you. And in my case, definitely can't live without my Mom. But somehow, I'm still here. I tell you it is not easy but it does gets better.

Here's an advice. Live life for the moment. Be happy for whatever you have now. Be happy for those who loves you no matter what. Family and friends. And don't live or be happy only when you're with him, but do it for yourself. Don't be too dependent. Love yourself more than you love anyone. Be a little bit selfish. Just a tad selfish. Okay.

And believe in faith. Believe in God. Believe that He got things lining up for you. For better it will be.



Yes, it's painful. But if you can't go thru a breakup, how will it be when it is your parents who you have to let go. So don't be so hard on yourself. Take it one step at a time.


And this is also an advice for myself. Noted.