It's 2012

Selamat tahun baru!

It's 2012. Wow. Who knew that I would still be alive today. Who knew that I would still be here in this world.

I never celebrate a new year looking at the past year, but I look at the past years that have made me what I am today. I don't regret things I've done. I may not like what I am now, but I couldn't imagine me being anyone else. For that I'm thankful.

There will never be a day that I don't miss my mother. Even when the world is upside down, having her here right by my side, would make Sahara felt like ice. But that wouldn't happen. That I know. For what is important now, is that I'm here. And for that I'm thankful.

This year is our year. This year we will make our dreams came true. This year is for us. For a beginning of our life. So cheers to that.

This is for us to be closer. This is for us to said what have been kept silent. This is for us to look back, and laugh at all the silly mistake we've made. This is for us to sit in silent and wonder how will tomorrow comes. This year is for us. For us to do what we have plan to.

For all the things I never did, or I have done, or I never said or I have said, I'm sorry if it hurts you in any way. This is for a clean slate.

This new year is the beginning of our life. And for that I'm thankful.

Happy new year everyone!